POSTED ON: 2/19/2007 02:19:00 AM | 0 comments

CNY! =).

i woke up at 7plus. ! tot svc was at 830
bcos no 1 tell mi is at 9.
a called when i was about to enter e lift.
since is 9. i u turn ed bck hm
n touch ed up on my everything.

haha, collected many angbao at there. whee!.
aft svc, patrick n sarah sent mi n a to e mrt station.
My mum gib him $20! so generous!!

he went bck to tamp. i went to my dad's mother hse.
so sian to c tt snobby family . (my dad 1st bro.)
Aft tt we went to his hse. ( were forced to go., so yah....)
Mum was so bloody smart, she ownself unwilling to go too, but she
told the 2nd bro's wife tt i dunwan to go.. ... SAI.
but dad wanted to go.. grrrr..

after tt den finally i went to my ahma hse!! =D
ah yi took out her camera, and asked mi to tk pic.
=DD .. no card reader, so i cnt load to her com yet. grrr.

ohya. dad's mother asked my mum why let her daughter(ME) wear this type
of top .. ........ i dun c anything wrong at all ! . oh wells, she said buddhist shouldn't wear tt,
den my mom said i go church one.(zzzz, DOTS) den dad's mother said go church oso cnt wear wad.
she kept asking us to go temple all tt .. said alot of hmm, i dunno how to put into words.
on the wae to the snobbyyyyy family hse, dad's mother kept nagging and scoldin my dad i tink?
tokin in hokkien. , i dun understand, too chim alr.
but i knew my mom super buay song, she shoot her bck.
the car was full of their noise pollution.! YanYI took out her fone n listen to her music.
so i took my MP3 out. but.. even on it to e max,, dad's mother voice still out thrash ed my mp3.. zzzz
Gotta out of e car, mum told dad tt his mother kept nagging. i snapped in '' SAME LIKE U'' .
she ji tao ignored mi. zzz.

dad was so SOTONG !! , he walked up n checked to see whether the family bck not., he said no ppl hm.
so we waited downstair fer like 15mins plus??!! in e end we found out tt they r at hm.. zzz. kaoz.
he said i was a sotong. pot callin kettle black. BOOHOO!

6plus went over to a hse. i got freaked out when i saw the NUMBER of shoes outside his door.
jus feel like bckin out n go hm! But he pulled mi in., still not bad la, not really alot of ppl.
=) collected angbaos . n we went fer movie wif silas, yizhen n tim., joel and their parents. Jus follow law.
aft movie,(saw jack neo)
went MAc. i didn't pay a single cent fer anithing. whee.. =)

ahhh NITES.
it's 2am plus!

miracle,, YY actually tking pic wif mi.
they said she looks more like e elder sister rather den i'm.
zzz.

POSTED ON: 2/18/2007 12:22:00 AM | 0 comments

ding dong ding dong.. CNY.

morning went bugis..
afternoon went ahma hse..
aft eating my dinner at 5plus(so early ya) , i fall asleep till 8plus.
grandma asked y i dunwan eat VEG. she said is good fer my skin.
i told her hen nan chi.. den my lil cousin came to sit bside mi, wa, his VEG so greenyyyy!
mine was like shit ok, the colour so er xin. i complained to grandma i wan his VEG. xp.
ah ha, grandma asked him share wif mi, but he dunwan! selfish! no choice, i got to kope kope.!
he kinda bth mi so he shifted awae fm me.. boohoo..

i managed to finish packin my room 4mins before CNY.
zzz, they said no diff.. (waste my time packin.)

boohoo, i cnt drink milkshake..
MOO MOO is wif him.

aft CNY, it's time fer mugging. and then werking n shopping!
and i wan go swimmin!

NITES!! =)

i jus hope i can let go slowly,. ,,

bcos u tink i askin fer too much..

POSTED ON: 2/16/2007 10:55:00 PM | 0 comments

supposedly to be in my room packin., but sighs, too messy ,
i dunno how to start packin n cleanin.

i'm quite tired. aft a long dae..
FISHY called at 11 to ask mi pei her go IISO revision lec.
there goes my zzz.

after lec. went to mit a. headed to town and bugis.
i finally bought the bloody flesh imp black shirt!!
new piece somemore.. zzz
but smth happened there lah!!!
wtf.! ok nvm..

and i finally bought my shoes at MONDO.!!
i aimed like so many months ago can?
i should tk other designs. but ahh .. i dunno, no time to realli tink.
so i jus ani old how 1st la. aft cny den buy more.. =) tt's me.

racing against time.
he gotta reach werkplace by7plus.

AND i haben finish my shoppin ..
zzz

i dunno how to mix match my clothes =(
the black fleshimp i'm gg wif the white bottom .
wif e..hite wif black design shoes.

but cny, i cnt possible wear tt lah!

damn it.

sighs. i hate packing room.

our chapters coming to an end,, soon.. i suppose.

POSTED ON: 2/15/2007 07:15:00 PM | 0 comments

ahh so sian., my peacefulness was interrupted by tt LEONGYANYI...
she should jus go shopping wif dem instead of coming hm.
nan de, my hse no ppl. sian lah.

aniwae, cmsk3 sucks. well, it's over. =D

she came into my room and kpo about my cny clothes.
she tot my top was a skirt. zzzzz -_- ''

cnt wait fer holidaes!!

cnt wait to watch my d/l ed shows.

corner love - Xiaozhu n Da S.
shi shen - 5566 . =)
hua yang shao nan shao nu - Ella and Fei Lun Hai.

the hospital - jerry yan.

wheee.. ~ ~

got bck fndb assignment n labtest.
C+ and B+.

got bck my CARC labtest. i scored 20!! / 25 .
stunned

sighs, my dcnk is so screwed up.
cnt imagine i get ZERO fer e labtest.
wtf.

POSTED ON: 2/15/2007 01:56:00 AM | 0 comments

=) bought my cny clothes on Vdae.
BLOSOOMZ !!
2tops and 1 bot.

overzzz till 12. missed all my lecs n tut.
it's vdae, she still wan nag.. zzz

a pop ed up downstair. =)
flowers flowers.

went over his hse, and he cooked a meal fer mi.
pasta, steak .....

aft tt headed to bugis. by e time we reached, alr 5plus.
They came to mit us n shopped wif us.
She got fer mi a top =)
didn't hab a chance to go bugis st.
aft dinner went town.
i didn't hab a chance to shop at far east at all.
but wa so lucky lah, ONE blossomz settled my clothes alr.
but i still wan shop fer more.
i wan to get shoes fm MONDO.. i saw 2 nice ones!
flesh imp jacket nw at $38 only.
hmm .. i dunno whether i realli should buy nt.
grrr e black button shirt i aimed so long ago - last piece. (though is Size S, still abit bit big.)
[[i was totally so sian diao lah, but i did control not to blow up alr.
ok sry if i show u ani attitude again. ,which ya i did. ]]
but since i bought a white bottom at blossomz, mayb i will make a trip down to flesh imp tmr or so to get tt last piece button shirt.

the white bottom still seems a lil loose though is size 24.sighs.
i still wan get jeans and mayb a skirt.

yupyup, i still wan...

oh wells, my list will cont on n on.. mei wan mei liao
i should be contented alr. but i'm always askin fer more.
tt's one of e reason of why u r leavin?
=]

POSTED ON: 2/14/2007 01:06:00 AM | 0 comments

Happy Vdae!! =)

to be cont.

i got a MOO MOO. =D
so EX =(

fishy came over my hse in e afternoon..
aft tt a came. den followed by di.

POSTED ON: 2/13/2007 12:02:00 AM | 0 comments

long and tiring dae.
skipped OOPG and went shoppin wif FISH.
she bought a top at bugis st.
we were time ahead, so we t0ok our time slowly.
she aimed fer another top.

we took bus toPS.
she dun let mi hab my dinner !!! zzz.
cos she commented i eat too SLOW., ltr MONDO close.
i had Fillet O F-I-S-H.! 12mins to finish my meal.
so cruel of her.. boohoo.. xp
When we reached Fareast, it's nearly 830 plusplus.
SHe went to wash her photo. den we do till 9.
She bought a pair of shoes at Mondo. which was the one i aimed 2wks ago. lol.
GOOD TASTE.

kept walkin. legs hen suan.

my stupid fone went flat at9plus.!

took bus hm. i took 36.. felt a bit kana cheated,
put EXPRESS. but it's like 3songs in my mp3 finished playin,
the bus still at SUNTEC.
cnt find the stop St Patrick.
n i dunno whr the bus is heading to. changi airport or smth i guess?.
EXPRESSwae. cnt alight also.and it's so dark outside.
so i went to zzz ..
[the bus journey was so damn long. listenin to ''selected'' songs, i felt so emo once again ,i supposed so?]
in e end. tangtangtang, dingdongdingdong C-H-A-N-G-I A-I-R-P-O-R-T.
wth.!
zzzzzzzz..

damn tired.

nites.

FISHY comin to my hse tmr..
n my room is like so messy still..

POSTED ON: 2/11/2007 06:20:00 PM | 0 comments

i'm damn pissed off by tt idiotic old man at e photo shop.
he said my photos weren't Jpeg. REASON: HE OSO NV OPEN MY FOLDER WAD.
he assumed that the 1st pop up box was my thingy. but then tt one is i dunno wad shit also lah.
my thumbdrive is ''SPECIAL'' .
told him to open again. he said he dunno. , no time explain to me.then he jus walked to the back.
F YOU. i IT SCH one still nid u explain !!?
open one more time will kill ur life eh?! F***!!
he insisted my photos weren't JPEG.
TIS old person nid sum training.
his attitude super sucks ok.
still ask mi go hm do again and cum bck.
i was kind enough not to scold the F word straight to his face.
TMD. grrrrr...

in e end i went another shop. though more ex,
but at least he listened to mi, OPEN another time.

oh shit, i was so mad tt i 4get to buy kinder buenos!!xp

sian my sis bought her cny clothes alr.
omg, she took M. zzzz which means i cnt ''borrow'' fm her lah
i kept asking her why dunwan take S !!
haha..she kept repeating till she super bth mi alr.

sometimes i do wonder whether we r fm the same mother nort.!!
i cnt tink wad we hab in common.!
our looks, are so diff. LOL.

enuff of my rubbish.
THE END.

POSTED ON: 2/11/2007 02:03:00 PM | 0 comments

so many things to do wif so lil time.
sighs.!

told mum i wanna learn bike, surprisingly she said she dun cr!!
i wonder if i realli go n reg for it, she will go back against her word nort!

ytd aft e svc we went suntec fer dinner , as usual ! then MS.
sittin in patrick's car is always so thrilling!!!!
he speeded up to 150!!!!!!!!!
zooommmmm!!, how i wish if he go racing, can bring mi along lahx!!!!
the 5of us reached suntec 1st, they agreed on BK, super sian diao, cos i wan
KFC. so i told A i dunwan BK i not hungry. (unless go KFC, den is dfferent case alr)
hmm,, so in end the 14 of them got to compromise mi or smth like tt?? . K-F-C .. sry lah.. =(

aft tt, Silas n him went arcade , the rest went MS.. i got no choice, but to go arcade also. of cos , i wasn't happy la!.,
by the time we reached MS alr 8plus plus alr. but i managed to spot a top at blossom!

jus hope tmr OOPG will end early, but most prob not! so damn many slides can?!
i want to shop tmr .. wif F-I-S-H.
wanted to mit fish n hammy ltr but i tink i super lazy out la, n i got thing to do.=D
gtg!

to be cont..

who is my special fren?? **thinkin hard**
thanks fer e gift!! =)
btw, my name dunhab G behind. hees. xp

POSTED ON: 2/09/2007 11:41:00 PM | 0 comments

nida more $$.grr.. i dun even dare to calculate the actual amount i spent jusnw.
i can spent $100plus in jus 2daes.
and i haben get my cny clothes!!
it's always the case that i earn $50 i spend $100.
zzz.
i got an ulcer!! ouchhsss.

my mood was sooo lousy since afternoon till jusnow.
when JJ came nudgin mi. !
told him we seldom tok,, since aft termtest.
he was like whr got so long.
den his nxt sentence was., since sem 2 started.
zzzz -.- sem 2 is longer den termtest!!
he went err yahor, LOL !
Feel like slappin him!
tt blur cartoon!

i'm gg to bed soon since he duneven cr.!!
5hrs passed.
den tmr he sure will sae i only cr about slpin.!!
=(

POSTED ON: 2/09/2007 09:55:00 PM | 0 comments

F lah.. everything seemed so f up.
alot of times i'm too tired to explain anithing.
sae wad u all wan.
jus like to fuckin add in to my shit jiu dui le.

i said i dunno mean i dunno u kp until tmr my ans is still I DUNNO.!

i dun feel good.

i spent quite alot lot lot jusnow. jus on PAPERS and a few decoration stuffs.
spent 5hrs or so at PS.
SH came all e wae down. cos i needa sum suggestions.
but seemed like in e end is i choose all my stuffs or so.
i Wanted to go FarEast, but gg to 9pm so forget it . we headed home,
and i got a feel tt ppl are staring at us in train lah.
all the F words came out so fucking loud fm her mouth can..
Quarrelling is bad.!

had my Jap RolePlay and CARC lab test jusnw.
During Jap, my squid called !! so i sneaked out to tok to her.
den boowoo, he pop ed up! i dunno how he knows my classroom location.
but i got a feeling he asked fm Fish.
wad a mushroom !! , whole nite didn't slp, still wan come over.

but in e end we still quarrelled.
zzz.

NOT OK yet.

to be cont..

POSTED ON: 2/08/2007 10:58:00 PM | 0 comments

STRESS. all ppl like started or finishin their vdae thingy.
SH like todae jus bought her stuffs only., den started doin alr.
nv c her so hardwerkin b4 lah!
:x

sighs,i wasted another nite online ing.
i haven study fer e lab test tmr. and JAP script.
and Vdae thingy.

todae fndb lab test i only know how to do qns 1 lah.
e rest a bit here n there. ,error here n there.
luckily i got MR Mark Leong !!! =D

lunch wif squid is always so nice. =)
loves.

POSTED ON: 2/07/2007 07:30:00 PM | 0 comments

Todae i woke up at 5plus to prepare breakfast.
She woke up too. and the nagging and scolding session started.
all e wae till 6plus when i went out.
i seriously dunno wad is her prob aniwae. !!!!
mus b rottin at hm fer v.long, tt why liked to find mi fer sum TALKING session.
i was soo damn mad tt i used f n cb on her.

She spoilt my whole dae mood. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

POSTED ON: 2/06/2007 11:40:00 PM | 0 comments

went bck to werk on a tues morning..
SHE woke up n starting scolding alr.
asking i really go work?!!
stupid qns, if not i 4am plus wake up for fun??

CONNIE sat oops mi during lunch.
sighs, why mus i always got to face her.
aniwae, she toked to mi, 1 sentence.
my reply was, as usual ..cold..
i cnt bring myself to tok nicely to her.
i still hate her.

tis few daes, he kept cooking fer mi . =)

POSTED ON: 2/04/2007 03:41:00 PM | 0 comments

damn pekchek.
i've been searching high n low fer my stuffs fer 1 wkplus ..
turn e hse upside down but still ...

worse still, my tt absent minded sis hab no idea whr she placed my stuffs!!
i packed 1/4 of my room .... no feel to cont on.

WHERE IS MY STUFFS.?
>:(

POSTED ON: 2/04/2007 10:28:00 AM | 0 comments

cramp cramp cramp.. plus stomach ache..
the worst time i ever hav.. fm 5AMplus till 7AMplus.
even pill and hotwater serve no purpose.
grrr..
the cramp is still there..

P-A-i-N - - -!

=(
MOODY.

# it's a big torture to face ppl you dunlike in sch everydae.

watchin The Hospital now. =)

POSTED ON: 2/03/2007 05:26:00 PM | 0 comments

7hrs later...

it hurts even more.

e tears keep falling since 1 hr ago
and it'll cont ..

u dun even understand do you.

those freaking words..

really.. so damn hurtful.

it's the 1st time i heard tt.

i concluded tt .. seems like it make no diff whether i made an effort to rush over to pei u c doc or not.

yuan lai ai qin na mo shang..

POSTED ON: 2/03/2007 01:15:00 AM | 0 comments

~~Why do i have to pretend i'm ok or wadsoever when it's not.~~
fcuk it.

anwae.. i nearly bid my fone gdbye jusnw.
i 4get wad we were quarrelling. i jus threw my fone on e floor and walked off.
cnt be bothered whether he'll see it or pick it up not.
in e end he lied to me he didn't see i throw it off.
so we went bck to search fer it.
He asked whether i will scared nort.
OF COS lah. ! my PHOTOS .. and i haven load e 3 latest pics in!
he was like WTH!!, my only concern was only PHOTOS.

i dun even feel like tellin him wad's e bloody hell wrong wif mi nw.

POSTED ON: 1/29/2007 11:44:00 PM | 0 comments

i've watched HAPPY BIRTHDAE !!
it wasn't as nice as it was at all. sads.

nxt, aiming fer Twins Mission.. =D

ate Carbo at Gelare. so ex but sooooo ... 2thumbs up.!!
and waffle icecream. =DD
SUPPER. SUPPER.

ytd was so scary lah.. they had a huge argument.
1st time saw his grandma crying..

i was helpless.

RIP, Xu Wei Lun. =(
wad a waste. to leave the world so young. =(

damn dead.

NITES!

POSTED ON: 1/29/2007 12:16:00 AM | 0 comments

wo yao watch HAPPY BDAE and FEAST!!!!

i wanted Perfume: The Story of a Murderer. but lamshit, is (R21).

Metrosexual. (M18)
Kung Fu Mahjong 3 . - like not bad.!
Ghost tunnel ,Unseeable, Loft - sighs, but i noe it's super hard to find ppl watch HORROR movies..

Conversations with God - i'm sure they'll wan watch! =)

coming soon :
Protege

Epic Movie

Norbit

POSTED ON: 1/28/2007 12:56:00 AM | 0 comments

OOPG sucks big time. !!

yay, i was right .They sure go KFC aft service.!
but tis time only 10 of us..
felt that patrick isn't there to entertain us, a bit bored lah.

aft tt, went MS walked n slacked a while
. Sharon, YingLi and Cheryl went to catch a movie.

grr i wanted to watch HAPPY BDAE, but dunhab.

A, Joel, Silas, Alvin, Gavin inside arcade. playing their initial D.
i was damn bored lah. so i went and shop myself.
after awhile they came .. Silas wanted to shop,
but i said i want to grab a bite.
so we went the ShiLin , aft tt Carl's.
playing wif my fone, aft 1 yr den i n0e i can multishot.
Damn reatarded la, and it's not even i fa xian 1st lah. zzz..
asked a,joel n silas to tk pic pic . had a hard time tking ONE final pic lah,
and it's not i mafan leh, i cnt help it too. =( so dun gib mi a i-very-qian-da- face ok?

saw JOANNE TAN on e wae hm.. damn
throw face,. she laughed so damn loud can. !
and still wan gib mi smell her SMELLY FEET. !! haha
sucker.

POSTED ON: 1/26/2007 04:55:00 PM | 0 comments

Finally our fndb was completed.

shitty lab test tmr.

Dcnk case study submission on e coming Mon.
Test.

CMTAHS test - coming thurs .

and then..

V`DAE ..

CNY.

lastly..

E-X-A-M

i feel useless though.

POSTED ON: 1/25/2007 11:54:00 PM | 0 comments

wasn't a nice dae to begin wif.
got to see simon at 830..

fndb was hell.

went CMATHS lec bcos i wan hear story.
aft tt fishy pei ed mi go mensa eat.
we gossip ed quite a lot huh? :x
y m i so 38. ?

got a MC n went bck swiss to find ak.
updated mi wif her story.
and we walked to bugis. to buy her V DAE stuffs fer her bf.
she can work like hell, jus to spend on V DAE.

i spent $30 plus. when i'm so broke. =]

she suggested gg for chicken chop rice. so when we reached there,
HE WAS THERE SITTING. and our food had alr been ordered.
he planned e whole thingy wif ak last nite..
AWWWWWWW.
i was..so ..so.. so.. lost at words. ( booLAH., he didn't tell mi he can come out todae ! )
even e chicken chop rice was specially planned fer mi la, cos he knew i wanted to eat tt.
=D MUACKS.

POSTED ON: 1/25/2007 01:11:00 AM | 0 comments

thankyou=) for e listenin ear.
though u made mi feel more lousy. in a way..
but realli, thanks fer being there.. tryin to console mi.
and tellin me what should i do.
though i ... alr know.. so long ago..

twenty is so stupid can ! likes to eat junkfood.
he doesn't seem to catch my flyin disc. i dunno why =(

POSTED ON: 1/24/2007 01:51:00 PM | 0 comments

i left unspoken.
i wish i can throw my fone awae.
i jus wan to be alone.

off to bed.

Edited: ak managed to settle my thingy .. despite i was wae too mafan and not right ? i guess.

~~i feel so miserable, becos u love mi more den i love u., i tend to take u for granted.~~
~~wad should i do. to stop hurting u more..~~

POSTED ON: 1/23/2007 08:44:00 PM | 0 comments

another shitty dae.. 1stly, OUR(mi n sherman) lab test is so damn screwed up ..
i tink we get ZERO.. ALL WRONG. NO IP ADD set(we did set la, but set wrong, fcuk!) and wrong setting.. fuckin screwed up.
THE f word came out of his mouth fm lab all e wae down to canteen..
CMSK1 test was not tt bad? He said he will gib us AorA- . so kind.

i threw all my temper at him e moment he woke up.. and expect him to understand when i didn't even sae out wad had happened..
sighs.

anywae, he was so sweet ytd, to waste his precious time to come over and pei mi fm 1 to 5 for lec.! went ikea at nite, i saw big big mirror!! gotta travel bck there again, i wan buy big big mirror.!!

ikea meatball =D

jh said exam timetable is out. -.-
tt's e last thing i wanna know.

damn it, i skip work todae bcos i wan study for CARC test.
den i got terminate! but AK said albert will try to help.
sighs, which mean tmr i cnt go bck n werk yet.
F .. it's a SO screwed up dae.

tis wk is gg to be so f up.

CARC test tmr.

STUPID CMSK3 class on thurs. but i tink i gg to get MC.

JAP test fri.

OOPG lab test on sat.

DCNK test on nxt mon.

POSTED ON: 1/21/2007 01:33:00 AM | 0 comments

YAYAYAYA, ALL MY FAULT.!!

i'll try to stay awae fm hm. as much as i can.

~~tell mi, wad should i do if i cnt carry on.~~

~~i'm sry .~~

POSTED ON: 1/20/2007 12:11:00 PM | 0 comments

i had carl's at vivo ytd fer dinner. =D
and mac at tamp for supper. =)

got back jap test ytd ! i get totally the same as xiaobai !!
shitty. i 4get to ''edit'' e ans..

aft lunch wif yt n fishy, we went fndb lab.
nth to do there. mi n fishy were jus bai mei ing all e while.
and then we started chattin about rankin for gers and guys.

went for CARC lab at 2. zzz

=) i guess i pissed sherman off badly. to e extend tat he so much wanna kill mi off.
lalala.

went BBall count aft e lab wif er i 4get g0t who alr.. sherman, kel, bryan, jx, xiaobai n amelia . tt's all i tink.
haha i managed to shoot in e ball ! xp

on e wae hm, i saw yanjin! lazy to chase aft him, so i called him n asked him to turn behind.
passed him his jap test result slip.
he damn COOL la, took a glance and threw into e rubbish bin.

POSTED ON: 1/18/2007 10:15:00 PM | 0 comments

i feel so super duper emo todae.. tt i cried in CMSK3. sherman was like '' tis time not i made her cry one ar.''

So many thing bottled up inside, i jus dun feel like openin any up.
i dunno how to start my so called story to dem .. they always seem so near yet so far.
but anw, thanks fer offerin those listenin ears. i hab a nice class. =)

saw Silas at TP open hse. omg, TP so big, like tt oso can spot dao him.
He was concerned ABOUT which COURSE has more PRETTY GERS!!
He wanted me to find a course tt doesn't hab gers like mi . OK FINE grrr..
so zhi jie sia u. call ur cousin bash u up! xp

sighs, i still wish to get into game & entertainment lah.

it seems cool to enter SCH OF DESIGN too !!

y m i in tis stupid course?!

i feel more shitty aft e lunch wif her. i mean aft e updating session.
what u sae are so right. thankyou.
loves.

cont to feel upset . i hab my reasons.
i'm .. not happy.

POSTED ON: 1/18/2007 03:47:00 AM | 0 comments

OMG i actually dumped my FINISHED report into e recycle bin.!!
dumdum..
i'll kill myself if i click cfm delete.

arghzz and then e ink e ink e ink !!! i hope sherman wun kill me tmr.
anyway he still hab time to print tmr de lah ..
i'm too dead nw.

lack of slp tis whole wk !!!
grrr..

OFF TO BED..

POSTED ON: 1/16/2007 04:53:00 PM | 0 comments

i overzzz till 10.30 i tink? whr CMSK1 started at 11.
wanted to mit willkie to eat or smth but i was still slpin at9 when he called.
i turned bck to slp. and jumped up at 1030.. suddenly.

CMSK1 was damn boring todae.
got bck e test paper. i got 10.4/15.
wad a weird score!!. .4

aft tt went BUS sch wif sherman for lunch.

skipped work bcos i want to do my report.
but guess i'm lazy.,as usual. shall drag till tonite den.

E boring dae makes mi so moody.

POSTED ON: 1/15/2007 04:44:00 PM | 0 comments

ahh i got e COMPLETED code too late.. oh wells.
they said cnt compile straight get F..
wtf?

she likes to boil up my temperature..
tt's e reason y i rather stay in sch den come bck slp.!
zzz at library fer a short while jusnw., wif tt idiotic sherman disturbing here n there..
i dunwan be in e same class as sherman!!
he always bully mi, gib mi all sort of nick, commented my eyes are ugly!!!!. boohoo..

haven catch any slp since ytd nite till now. yawns.

you r the reason, i dislike gg hm..
i tink i'll jus shut myself in e lil room den.

i wan a NEW blanket, again.
tt chip n dale is not satisfactory enough..
her stupid hand so itchy.!!!

-BRAINDEAD-

bring me to a movie, it'll cheer mi up greatly.

POSTED ON: 1/15/2007 05:49:00 AM | 0 comments

i'm still awake!
mus b mad.
gg off soon.

xiaobai nt gg to slp too.

i stayed up whole nite, but yet nv complete e java. how nice.
tis time, i dunhab e mood, at all.

r u leaving mi fer real?

POSTED ON: 1/15/2007 04:52:00 AM | 0 comments

i dun even know i should slp nt.. most prob not.
gg sch to mit sherman at 8 , perhaps.

i left tat stupid APP haven complete.. errors..

luckily got xiaobai online ing still at tis weird timing, to help mi do e report. =))

jx was helpful enough too.

i realised smth through tis assignment. mayb it's true aft all? :x

i got CHIP n DALE blanket =D
Managed to brainwash dad to pay fer mi. i bu se de spend $40 on a small blanket.

He got fer mi e CHIP n DALE towel set as present..
sighs.

is tis really e lasttime?
wad do u/i tink.

wad m i tokin at tis timing?

freaking tired lah.

thanks fer everything then.
=)

Muackss.

ALL THOSE shit.

POSTED ON: 1/13/2007 09:29:00 AM | 0 comments

Cnt get to slp though i was still tired.
so freakin cold though i wore a jacket and covered myself wif e blanket to slp..
my head is still heavy..

THEY went to e meet d parents' session ytd..
they asked mi alot of qns e moment i woke up jusnw.
NOW they knew i didn't went to tk CARC termtest last sem,
NOW they knew i got to retake CARC.
NOW they knew my last sem results.. ALL D n a F.
NOW they knew i keep skipping sch.
AND NOW they will keep niam ing n niam ing..

i'm not gg to screw up my tis sem!! but guess i'll.
i feel so lousy n shitty..

if they happen to know tis sem termtest results of mine , will they .. for godness sake jus SHUT UP for a moment?!

DUN add more shit to my freaking shit life.
i might not be able to handle..

**Everlastiing, Ur light will shiine when ALL else fades..
but whr is e light?

EMO

POSTED ON: 1/13/2007 01:12:00 AM | 0 comments

Jap test was like shit.
koped almost all ans fm xiaobai..

and now he is ''tryin'' to blackmail mi in xchange fer OOPG.

sry to cause yitian and amelia to run in e rain. =(
my bad.

I cried in e rain.. it doesn't make mi feel ani better.

i dun tink u feel better too..

i'm sick of sayin sry..
i freaking dunno wad to sae.
the prob is always standard- unsolved.

if love is a game.
i dunwan get into tis lameshit game.
BU HAO WAN.
NITES..

my right eye still hurts.

i feel shitty.

POSTED ON: 1/12/2007 01:08:00 AM | 0 comments

i dunno wad to sae, she didn't even check e report lah. I should just take ppl work and show her lah! i stayed till 3AM.. got up at 5plus. and nv realli slp well all the wae till 8plus.
damn tired the whole day.

tmr having Jap test. see e time now? i haven started studying .
myright eye hurts when blinking. how am i supposed to study wif one eye close?
screwed up..

FISHY and i are damn slpy now..

SLP AWHILE is so dangerous.

i got a BIG surprise fm him ytd..

i feel so upset now .

POSTED ON: 1/10/2007 07:39:00 PM | 0 comments

got bck my CARC paper!! =))

Went to BUS sch to eat wif xiaobai as e rest wan to eat at ITAS. -.-I SAW HIM.!!
xiaobai spotted him 1st.He asked mi tt guy who always gib u testi study in TP ar?
ME: HUH how u noe.
XIAOBAI: COS i saw him, sittin in front onli.. THERE THERE.
ME: OMG.!!
so xiaobai xchange place wif mi, (so tt i wun get to c him.)
thankyou.

After tt, mit up wif kel,bq and sherman.Went up to level7 lab.
i opened up e OOPG assignment Amelia sent mi,
den xiao bai said it's alr nearly done.. (but nid to change some words or so.) thank you, amelia. =)
Wanted to catch e movie Spirit of e Victim..But seems like onli mi n xiaobai interested !!
e rest wanted to play arcade. (kel,sherman,nick and bryan.)So i went off 1st.
Bryan called and asked mi to turn bck fer a game of SUPER BISHI BASHI CHAMP(smth like tt) when i was reaching e inter.. zzzz. i was quite tempted. xp so i headed bck for e game. and photo hunt.
Went EP aft tt.. Bought e Loreal foundation wif e Concealer. and e ellips hair vitamin. finally.
i used the $50 i owed Mom .. :x . guess she 4get le bah?, i shall remain silent till e dae she remb.
pray hard she dun. xp

Saw Silas.. didn't noe it's him(i was tryin on a pair of slipper) until he called out Xiaotou..

i'm finishing my CMSK3 report soon! =D
thanks yitian fer sendin mi her report.. xp .. dun worry, i didn't copy! xp.

POSTED ON: 1/09/2007 07:24:00 PM | 0 comments

ohdamnit. i wasted my afternoon zzz awae till 6plus when SH called.

didn't even feel sry for waking mi up lah! and still, i mus help you find a replacement..

i mus get my CMSK3 report done soon.

AK wanna cum stayover at thurs.. but i got jap test on fri. hmm..

she wanted mi to help her wif her V dae card or smth fer her bf..

lol, it's still a month n few daes awae..

i haven eaten a single thing since 730AM. zzzz.

POSTED ON: 1/08/2007 11:18:00 PM | 0 comments

i tot i'll b slping early tonite..
my eyes are tired but my mind isn't.. zzz.
so i got up and watch er zuo ju zi wen.. 3 more ep.. =)

it seems nice to hab ppl to care =)..
INSTEAD of pouring cold water..

i got bck 2 papers.. =]
i wasn't happy.. nth to do with e marks..

lunch wif sis was great., as usual. =DDDD
she did most of e talkin todae.. update here n there..laughin here n there. =D

POSTED ON: 1/08/2007 09:51:00 PM | 0 comments

WHY ISIT SO COLD...

i cried tonite.

ALWAYS ON MY MIND.

POSTED ON: 1/06/2007 11:10:00 AM | 0 comments

=) fer e past few months..

a yr n so.. =))))

details r too long fer mi to go on..

goodbye..

If u r still mine..

?????

=)

POSTED ON: 1/04/2007 05:01:00 PM | 0 comments

i opened my OOPG assignment folder and stared at e alien questions.
after a few seconds, i decided to click the top right x box and....
back to er zuo ju zi wen ep 11 ..

Zheng Yuan Chang damn shuai... =)))

i wish i can be half as hardwerking when comes to studies.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hXcKl-K2nVo
it's a nice song =))

POSTED ON: 1/04/2007 12:35:00 PM | 0 comments

The idea of werkin at d pub wif some stupid ''CONDITIONS' of ours sound absolutely preposterous..
Do we have to come to tis state? i began to feel downhearted.

tis few daes of sch was like so damn sian. kinda stupid to wake up so early to go to sch for 1hr of lec/ apel..

everything is like so screwed up ..
When will e darkness fade awae.
Mani a times i'm jus tryin to escape..
laugh at my childish ness..
i'm so sick of crying.
why there's no such thing as BACKSPACE .. =(

aft gg thrgh so much, i guess i know wad to do. =]

enuff of d rubbish typed. bck to Er zuo ju zi wen.! i 'm still at ep 8!
=))

POSTED ON: 1/03/2007 07:39:00 PM | 0 comments

went sch for 1hr lec.. how Stupid..
and tmr oso only 1hr!! ..
gonna skip tt stupid consultation cos i hab nth to show her. :x
we wanted to go VIVO, but since it was early and we was on e bus to Hougang...stupid xiaobai suggested Kbox, i was like HUH dunwan. but no choice.. 2 against 1..
cored Fish, and she joined in =D

I kept coughing like hell.. my throat hurts. NO mood fer singing .

After kbox, i decided not to go Vivo. so i called SH ... lameshit,waste my outgg call time onli. :x

After some times, SH called back and suggested going SINGING at bedok !!! CAN i slap u?
ok, i was quite tempted. But they want to play badminton which lasted fer 2 hrs or so . zzzzz arghz., suan le.. i figured out tt gg hm to watch my show or slp is a much wiser wae ..

i cried in my dream..
i'm suffocating.
save me fm those shit.

POSTED ON: 1/02/2007 01:11:00 AM | 0 comments

watched Nite at e Museum.. =D

#i didn't pretend i dun like him.. i didn't pretend i've nv lie to u abt him. i guess i hurt u far too badly.. 2007 doesn't seem good either. sighs.

bus38 brings bck all sort of memories.
i'm not ok

NITES!

POSTED ON: 1/01/2007 02:50:00 PM | 0 comments

I used e F word on her ....
she is getting on my nerves..
So what you are my mother..?
E words u used are far too much.
SORRY i cnt tk it..

2007 =)

POSTED ON: 1/01/2007 02:55:00 AM | 0 comments

it's 2007!! =))
LAST DAE of 2006- aa POPed over in e evening , it's beyond my expectation!! as we had a tiff.
i jus hung up on him and went to bed.. =(

we went over to VIVO , wanting to catch the 930pm movie Night at Museum . SIGHS, left 2nd front row.
i was damn sian lah, somesort of attituding again. so he tried to hong mi. , dragged mi to buy e 2AM tixs. AGAIN, left rows at e front. OK FINE! . i tried to keep cool. =) we went Carl's JR for dinner. After tt he brought mi to e cable car. !! i was damn euphoric !!
my 1st time cable ing !! lalala. Inside e cable car, i happened to look out and saw FIREWORKS!! coming fm Suntec City direction., i guess =D

We went to e Siloso Beach to check out e event. To join in e party we gotta pay $29 each. -.- .. Left wif hobson's choice, we could only stay outside wif those ppl who didn't hab e tixs. BORING (FIREWORKS at 12AM sharp, =D ) There were guards and NETS to safeguard e place -.- .. =(( ..Seeing i was so disappointed, he tried to think of waes to get in. In e end he managed to ''loosen'' e NETS.. so we jus zoomed in! how exciting!! =D Still, we couldn't get into e event place lah bcos there was a second tight security checkpoint . =( .
Come tink about it, it was e 2nd time we sneaked into a event at Siloso Beach.!!! E 1st time , eh i 4get wad impt event.. we jus sneaked in and koped e FOOD n DRINK. =D .. ** Derisive laughter**

Reached HarbourFront Mrtstation at 1plus n took e train ..
Ppl were running and shouting along the pathwae of e NEL . He jus grabbed mi n run too.. -.- ..lameshit. hao bai chi .. xp
reached e platform , there was a OH MY GOD announcement. our last train had departed. !!
After waiting for 10mins or so , a train came!! o0oo.. at 1.40am sharp.!! HA, my 1st time at tis timing taking a trian home..!! Jan 1 2007 . =)

POSTED ON: 12/31/2006 12:03:00 AM | 0 comments

THANKS so much fer coming MY PIE .. =)

slept my dae through.

nites.

e MED taking effect alr.
off to bed..

POSTED ON: 12/30/2006 11:10:00 AM | 0 comments

STOP yelling at ME.. i dun feel like screaming at you .. it's a SIN.
you always like to pick a fight wif me when i'm damn sick .. HOW FUN.

STOP comparing me wif other familys' DAUGHTER.. it's better tt i dun exist rite..

STOP throwing in ani more shit when you dunno wad is gg on.. always tink tat you are so smart.

STOP comparing about BFs. !! it hurts LAH..

i shall STOP . mom wun get to read aniwae..

i'm damn screwed up. didn't even bother to touch any of e assignments..
n i dun tink tis few daes i'll ..

POSTED ON: 12/30/2006 01:27:00 AM | 0 comments

finally AK left! no 1 to entertain mi at nite boohoo. she so damn can eat lah .. 8plus dinner, 10plus toasted 2 bread, 11plus Maggi Mee, 12 plus, PopcornChicken..
Her everydae Nite is full of supper lah.
n her weight nv exceeded 41KG !! XIAN MU BAH ppl ? :x

Woke dad up twice to CATCH TT XIAOQIANG.. i feel guilty=(. tt bloody PEST damn know how to hide.. Lookin at e dead body, Dad told xiaoqiang not to look fer him, look fer yanlin. -.- ..
AHH! DADDY ur you mo gan you dai jing bu .

boohoo.. my hair is short.. =( .. hmmm i wanted shorten by 2CM. but seems like shorten by 4CM???? OMG, it's a lot to mi lah! my retarded hair took a long time to grow.

{sum colour ''added''.}

We went Carlton., finally. aft takin our pathetic pay.
omg we didn't know Carlton was so near to swiss.. so retarded..
ppl there more retarded, still asked us above 16 nort.. -.-

Watched Death Note 2 wif dem at jurong..(thanks fer pei he ing mi n all tt , i noe i v.ma fan. xp)
yawns .xiaobai said i was like gg to fall asleep liao. hmm, i jus wasn't in e mood fer movie. i dunno why.. guess i was tired.. L was cute .. :x

ahh.!! he came to BOO mi... =D
had KFC.. my sore throat n cough gettin bad er now..
awwwwwww ..

it's sweet todae
SUGAR SUGAR.

i wish i nv exist.

POSTED ON: 12/28/2006 06:41:00 PM | 0 comments

e tears rolled down jus like tt though i tried so hard to control..
alot of thing had been bottled up inside fer too long, i can take it no more..

i pretended tt i'm ok.. n i guess it's e best to cont pretending and put on a smile, joke arnd as though everything was so fine. yet so dark in e inside. (but i'm sick of pretending.)

AK is slping in my room.

#when the darkness fall..
i nid a HUG.

if ppl care...

it's jus a nth much post.

POSTED ON: 12/28/2006 02:42:00 PM | 0 comments

Heard fm fish, bryan n di fri got to choose CDS fer nxt sem.
lameshit , tis sem haben fin mus tink fer nxt sem..

i tink i wan POA n LAWS.. =D
but got to wait till tonite den discuss wif dem . =)

i seriously dunno how to maintain a relationship..
i hate myself fer hurting u again n again n again n again .. ................
i should b careful of wad i sae.

i'm still sick.. lameshit.

# mani a times i should jus bu yao kai kou, so tt i wun offend ppl, or worsen their bad mood ... =]
i should learn how to shut up.

# ONCE UPON A TIME, i wish i nv exist. =)

POSTED ON: 12/28/2006 02:25:00 AM | 0 comments

boohoo.. no OT fer us todae..

AK currently at my hse.. till fri.

i feel quite hurt jusnw.. but it's ok, i guess.. =]

tatax!

XMAS EVE pics

POSTED ON: 12/26/2006 08:59:00 PM | 0 comments

POSTED ON: 12/26/2006 08:51:00 PM | 0 comments

when a sick ger went to visit a sick boi on a rainny dae..

it's meant to be a surprise. But he called halfwae n knew i was outside.. -.-

skipped werk.. wasn't feeling well..
there goes my $75 dollars!! arghz.

AK wanted to try Carlton bcos nxt wk no slot fer us to werk... hmm..
i wonder how nice is there.

i'm still sick.
NITES!!

POSTED ON: 12/26/2006 12:09:00 AM | 0 comments

it wasn't a nice wkend.. fm dae 1 quarrelled till dae 4.. ON n OFF..
{lamshit, we argued fm bugis to arab st, bck to bugis , den cityhall .. till toa payoh. becos of tt fcuking BOTTOM i bought at bugis! ok, i was damn bloody stubborn.. sry.=(}

anw. xmas celebration at HERSING hub and LifeEdu. 1st time being wif e guys.
thanks fer e lovely cards/stuffs and FOOD !! =D

sick aft e xmas celebration. vomitted a lil and felt uncomfortable. he pei ed mi to slp and missed e chance of being wif dem. =( i'm sry.thankyou.=)

i'm sick again nw.. i feel terrible all over.. not sure whether gg fer werk tmr nite..
she still suggested werking OT ..

shall upload e pics soon.

NITES!!

##it had been freaking long since my last gathering wif e gurls.. (PS SH JO .. EVE !! )
only get to know a lil here n dere of updates abt dem through their blog.
not bad, ALL still alive. but half dead ing i guess. :x
I MISS THOSE GOSSIPING lah!

i miss tt chalet in march.. though sum memories were painful..=)
i hab them wif mi.. =)

POSTED ON: 12/24/2006 05:00:00 AM | 0 comments

i dunwan to be left cryin at tis fucking weird timing..
whr every1 was so soundly asleep.. and wakin up happily ltr to celebrate christmas eve..

it's a wrong move to buy tt stupid bloody freaking bottom isn't it..
i dunwan to quarrel over tis animore. it's jus dun worth my n ur energy.

i cnt find a listeniing ear to listen to mi. HOW NICE. =]

,leave mi alone. thank you!

SRY

POSTED ON: 12/23/2006 12:20:00 PM | 0 comments

doubt u will hab e time to view.. =]

we tried.. but everything doesn't seem to go `even in a bit of` smooth direction.

i jus dunno wad to do.
i realised i should jus bu yao kai kou.. =]
~~it's not easy to hold on.~~

=]

and WTH lah? how cum i was listed as e uncaring one inside MISS PRETTY SH blog.
i'll try to CARE more abt u..
i doubt u will view tis ..
ma de.. so proudly announce hw sweet u 2 are. HAOLIAN sei.
xp.

POSTED ON: 12/23/2006 03:49:00 AM | 0 comments

i got hm n saw my starhub bill lying on e table..
ha! wth., i jus spent abt $1o0 at bugis jusnw. (tops,bottom,bag and belt)
and nw i got to dig another $100plus to pay my bill.
GRR. i still haben SHOP finish.
e $50 FLESH IMP jacket is still not MINE. =(
[as well dun gib discount lah?! 30%, and it's still $50.]

i wanted to buy e white bag. but sighs. easily ditry and my WONDERFUL jeans will ADD colour to it. so i took black. =(. {xiaobai said tk both. -.-}

i took a lighter coloured bottom cos e darker one is abit loose. {xiaobai said tk both -.- -.-}
e UNCLE doubted tt i can wear SIZE 25. he SAID size 26 r there. ma de, i still wan ask him got size 24 not OK. >:( grrrr..

i took a black top cos white de cnt try.. {again, xiaobai said tk both -.- -.- -.- i'm not as rich as him!!}

i made him sian again lah! bcos i told him i'm wating fer him to c a top. but he tot i mean wait till he cum den i go buy all e stuffs.. normally i go out wif him oso nv buy so much, todae wif xiaobai i bought quite alot. but den, is like not everytime go shop sure can buy smth u like de ma.
=( SRY!!! i know how u feel lahx . SRY lah.. arghz.

I WANT TT FLESH IMP JACKET.
I WANT TT FLESH IMP JACKET.
I WANT TT FLESH IMP JACKET.
sighs.

## i'm shocked by e spending rate i'm gg.

#i'm sry for showing attitude when i cnt get anything.

DISCUSSED wif him whether i can werk fm 5pm to 6am when sch reopens , den straight go sch. . he straight to my face said a NO !!! NO ROOM for discussion at all. =(
why i cnt try?
~~anw i noe sum of things i've done dun make him any happy. i'm sry =(~~
~~[[for eg: skipping meals n save e $$ to buy e stuffs i wan.~~
~~not paying hp bills, instead used e $$ to buy those so called no use stuffs.]]~~

a long dae.

POSTED ON: 12/21/2006 07:49:00 AM | 0 comments

booboo.. i was under e TL tt sent mi hm e last dae of werk 1 month plus ago.. ALL bcos of CONNIE...

sai.. no OC fer us(OC at VIVO eh. !!) ..
drink servers at raffles ballroom at 5pm. is dinner and dance..my food server SUCKS ok. not tt my EQ low. is his fuckin attitude .. so bloody pissing mi off..

we werked OT.. till 6AM. ( ok la, not beri tired. jus tt legs n back hen suan. )
hmmm doesn't counted as OT. cos no xtra pay given. still 6 per hr.. DIAO.
but very slack.. talked n talked. sneaked out of ballroom to rest..
ANGIE KONG still suggested if 6am got slot, we go walk in..-.- .. so i dared her nxt wk tues we all e wae fm 6pm werked till wed 1130pm. !! (she thurs gg out.)
pardon us, we dun hab a clear mind to tink b4we tok at 5plus AM. xp ..wad we toked r all rubbish..

aniwae. we chatted about e past. gossip ed abt sum stuffs.

gg to slp soon aft i have transfer e songs into fone. AK wans it ltr..(hmm but i cnt find.)

pei ing her to get her pay. (hais, is she lucky to hab mi as fren or i suay to hab her as fren.??)den she join ing mi n xiaobai go shopping..
{like so weird. :x }

nites!!

go clubbing find a better ger den mi?oh wells. wadever.
i tink u r childish lahz!! ... and i wonder will i still hab e chance to tell u tt.
i'm not gg to waste my SMS sendin over. . unless i log in MSN, but i dun feel like wasting my energy to tell u. how mani times hab i hint u, clubbing gers go fer looks..
and you WUN ever get my url ..
like wad one of my fren said.. i should jus tell u straight into face u totally stand no chance..dun waste time...
if not. i can cont rejecting u for a 100times.
IT'S NOT MY FAULT I DUN LIKE U.
bcos .. who dun go for looks?
SRY!
~~i wonder should i ever post tis. wadever, i'm damn brain dead nw. dun tk all these words too seriously ya.. nites all !~~

I'm SO GREEDY

POSTED ON: 12/20/2006 01:12:00 PM | 0 comments

e rain stopped.. =)
hope tmr weather will be gd... might be gg out wif xiaobai if there isn't ani last min changes. He wanted to get a Mp3. i wanted to shop !!!
i want to get clothes fm Flesh imp, OutfitterGirls, NewWorldOrder, 77street, MANGO and hmm let mi tink ...
i want to go to e Bugis bookshop .. get smth.
i wanted LEVIS jeans! hmm but i cnt afford nw. aww.. so,, guess i gotta get fm BUGIS..
i aimed fer a top n bott fm one of e shop at MS .. there is one at FarEast..

i also want to get eyeliner, foundation ....finishing up soon..
and mayb e purple base dunno wad fm MISSHA.

wo ye yao bag n shoes.

lastly, i want more jackets!! e one fm Flesh imp is so ex can ... =(
77th street de gettin more n more ... hmm ugly?
mayb i'll get fm IPzone..
mayb i'll control and dun buy ani..

why m i so greedy?

**i spend more den i earn..

gg to prepare fer werk le! tatax! aft so long, i'm returnin bck to tt bloody place.
wonderin how will it b like.
i pray tt i wun b able to see tt BEAUTIFUL dog face of CONNIE..
she is e 1st person fm swissotel who makes mi so wanna bang myself..

POSTED ON: 12/20/2006 12:58:00 PM | 0 comments

POSTED ON: 12/19/2006 11:03:00 PM | 0 comments

my sis is playin wif her stupid 850i now.. I'M DAMN JEALOUS LAH!

finally i can get oso!! but den.. super no feel la...
=( ... i dunwan SAME.

morning woke up at 11plus.. so nice to slp. but got to up n mit kel go sherman's hse..
kel suan ed mi all e wae till sherman's hse. -.- ...
which law sae GERS mus bring umbrella out... !!

we .. oops i mean kel fin. fndb part a within 1/2 hr. Den they watched DVD all e wae till 8plus.
xiaobai came too. i finally got my WITCH facial wash.!
i was damn tired.. so zzzz on e sofa. my GOOD FREN sherman was so damn nice, kept disturbing mi. dragging my feets and wanna use liquid paper to draw a happy face on my black toenail.
XIAOBAI joined in .. we 3 got into a ''fight''.. i had a hard time ''protecting my toe''.
sherman's mom cooked dinner fer us. =)

i took sum pics of dem secretly!! xp
will post up soon, if i'm free or bored.

tamp ikea so big!! i'm still wondering there got meatballs not. =(
gg to ''pay a visit'' soon, i hope. =)

~~i dun feel well tonite.~~

POSTED ON: 12/19/2006 12:21:00 AM | 0 comments

he fergave mi ...
he didn't even raise his voice or flare up at all..

i gib him attitude instead.. slap mi.. !!

POSTED ON: 12/18/2006 06:41:00 PM | 0 comments

i feel so terrible..

i handled the problems in a wrong wae..
so wrong..

i'm sry.. sry doesn't change anything..

i wish i pass my CARC e v.1st time.

i wish i nv gib such promises.

i wish ..and i wish..
BUT it's all too late...

MY SIS GOT W850I WHITE YTD.
i wish i can throw her fone awae. !!!!

POSTED ON: 12/17/2006 02:01:00 AM | 0 comments

it wasn't a nice dae to start wif..
woke up by call at 7am like tt.. den e quarreling started till 8plus?
i got nth to sae.. i fall asleep at5plus.. den 7plus got to handle those shit?
i knew i hurt u with my bloody-nv-tink-b4-sayin words.. but i'm damn tired lah can.. sry..
msged him aft i woke up. and he called bck..
i requested .. and tt upset him badly i guess?
went to his hse. he didn' want to care mi.. jus.. cooked fer mi a bowl of maggi mee..
he asked y i requested. i told him e reasons. . i dunno wad to do. except to cry.
crying works. :x

i shut my eyes. i knew he was looking at our pics.. i so much wanted to tk bck my words.
but i dunno how.. i dunwan us to sian ..
in e end? i dunno. we didn't realli tok about tt ?? ..

we went TM wif his aunt. cos she wanted to see n buy fone..
i saw tt stupid retarded starhub,, finally lower down e price for 850i !! $168 before trade in.. still ex .. sighs.

den we went CS. he bought his game. $70.. he wanted mi acc him plae, so he bought another set for mi. guildwar.NIGHTFALL
$140., i can go watch SHE concert eh! :x aww..
or buy clothes.. =]

before gg to his cell,, we sian again..

* e irretrievable breakdown of tis relationship is so strong tt i cnt tk it aimore . *

but thanks fer gibing in in e end.

yawns. enough of my nonsense.
nites. =)

POSTED ON: 12/16/2006 02:14:00 AM | 0 comments

i was damn bored lah.. so took pics.. xp
i rotted till 7plus den out.
he surprised mi .. outside my hse. =)
we went to hab baked rice n pizza at Pastamania...

i tot todae will turns out better.. but no..
seems like we'll always sian diao.

i'm sry..

POSTED ON: 12/15/2006 05:15:00 PM | 0 comments

I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound
but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

Untitled

POSTED ON: 12/15/2006 02:59:00 PM | 0 comments

After so long, ytd was e 1st time we had a real nice chat ... =)

after so long, todae is e 1st time i can slp up to 13hrs!! fm 1am to 2pm. xp
wanted to slp till 4pm.. but hungry..

so much stuffs for mi to do now.
let see,
pack my room.
wash my clothes, shoes.
smth nice fer him.?
my sis ''present'' which i owed so long ago!! can i cont qian till xmas? xp
do assignment.

upcoming:
go repair his zen micro ... :x .. i make spoilt of his bdae present.. =(
go ''top up'' my clothes fer new sch term. :x mom gonna scream at mi again.
trim/highlight or wadever to my hair
eyebrow trimming
outing wif fish they all ?

** after so long.... after so long...

POSTED ON: 12/14/2006 10:49:00 PM | 0 comments

dun ever mention 850i in front of mi. i hate e sight of tt phone..
dun ask. u'll nv understand why.

bloody starhub..

my bill gonna shoot up to $200 tis month plus last month de i guess.!
damn stress.. grrr

told dad i nid e $ for bill. he asked mi tk e $100 mom gib n pay.. grrr..
told him i dunwan! i wan use e $ to buy fone.. i wan go jump buliding.
he still encouraged mi go e 72 floors building.. !! WTH?

FCUK starhub.

POSTED ON: 12/14/2006 09:00:00 PM | 0 comments

bck fm Seoul Garden wif Jess, Sherman, kel and xiaobai.
damn tired lah.. i only zzz 3hrs fer todae.
CARC was damn easy, if more studying effort is put in.
i copied sum MCQ ans fm kel .. :x

term test is over.. i can no longer use tt as a excuse to run n hide fm those prob..
how am i gg to handle all these now..it's nt e same animore..
i wish i can tell you..
tmr , i hope. =)

staring into space.
i wish i can fall asleep now jus like tt.. wif a shoulder to lie on.. =] ..

~~i wish i can make everything turn out rite..~~
~~it's best if i dun exist.. =]~~

POSTED ON: 12/14/2006 05:49:00 AM | 0 comments

grrr.. i'm still up at tis weird timing.. 6AM.
wonderin should i go slp nt..

studyin outside e livingroom wif e tv on wif jj n bryan. -.- .. they nth to do till asked mi e functions of OSI ,, -.- .. haha. tmr is CARC, hello!!
went to slp jusnw at 2plus. but was "disturbed"by a call at 3plus.. still nvm.. aft a while jj n bryan came in ,, and pulled mi up, dragged mi go eat prata!!!!!(nick n fish zzz le )

went fer movie jusnw wif dem.(JJ,bryan,fish n nick).
Cinderella. damn nt scary lahz... not even e sounf effect.

told him i went movie + stayin over at JJ hse.. due to e so called lack of communication, we sian diao again through SMS..
he was real upset i tink .. to e extend tt he used e word freaking!! .. to replace the word F. i guess?
ok my bad.. sighs..

i dunno wad else to blog. staring into space..

i hab e whole bed by myself !! =D

POSTED ON: 12/13/2006 05:50:00 PM | 0 comments

=DDD .. i saw sis on bus 8.. so unexpectedly...
ur D fund. my DCNK.

tmr last paper.. =]

werking nxt wk.. pray hard i wun b send home..my colour is far too obvious nw..,
unless they are blind..

i'm nt gg to dye bck black.. no matter wad..

i'm gg to add more colour instead !! wheee.. :x

POSTED ON: 12/13/2006 12:26:00 PM | 0 comments

i wonder y i'm still here wasting my time awae ..., tryin to study.
should've go sch. to find e rest..

i'm proud of myself ytd.! I didn't hab to lie to my parents in order to go to JJ hse n stay..(of cos, wif fish , di they all )
dad doesn't seem to allow lahz.. but as usual,.. i won.. =D

hmm... nxt is to tell him.. i hope u'll trust mi more ...=)

POSTED ON: 12/13/2006 10:54:00 AM | 0 comments

didn't hab a gd slp last nite. arghz..
mSgs kept cuming in.. -.-
wtf can, it's fm e same person la..
again, like my fault tat tat person is upset ... grrr...
~~rejected u twice.. u wanted a 3rd time? be my guest.!!!~~
~~i'm tryin to b mean.. i jus feel unfair, it's not my fault tt i dun like u. dun make it like i'm so heartless or smth.~~
~~it sucks.~~

i wanted a WHITE phone fer Xmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wish fer more clothes, bags and shoes..
i wanted to highlight my hair!!!
i wish.. to get for him a new COMPUTER...

tis sem is all screwed up la..
i dun even hab e mood to study for ltr de DCNK n tmr de CARC..

** re wind iing **

POSTED ON: 12/10/2006 11:31:00 PM | 0 comments

DAD I'M HUNGRY.. GRRRR...
u actually 4get to buy FOOD fer mi.. GRR...

POSTED ON: 12/10/2006 09:37:00 PM | 0 comments

=( .. u asked mi whether i still wan u not..
i'm sry, i cnt cum up wif an ans.. not nw.. i dunno why.
i wish i know.
i doubt u'll ever view tis..

i hope i wun hurt anione.. =(
sry.

POSTED ON: 12/07/2006 11:13:00 PM | 0 comments

it was e saddest dae of tis week.eveything jus came crashing down at once.
u dunno how terrible it feels when ur dear one is at loss den u totally dunno wad to do.i hope my her is feeling better. =(
u dunno how terrible it is when u got to be in a class wif no good GERfrenz.. we r not even those so called normal frenz. i miss c146 gers., seriously. =( .. ~~will they miss e time wif mi? =(~~it's not fair at all..
u dunno how hard it is to pretend everything is ok .

lastly u dunno how upset one can get when she feels she is UGLY.

we tok abt e past durin lunch time.. sec sch life was indeed much fun.we skipped lesson 2gether, failed e sub together, hide in classroom aft recess.. .......i miss PS n AK ''attacking'' session., suddenly.i miss e times when we wrote ans on e paper and throw to each other during exam.i miss o lvl POA .. sis highlighted e whole MCQ paper ans n lifted her paper high fer mi to ''reference.'' xp

jusnw went tm wif xiaobai aft his psycho lec. i went in cos i dunwan so early go hm.e lecturer asked mi QNS. -.- ..yitian=) my story .. but like tt typed out nt funny de la =(...
we took bus 8 cos 23 was packed. we laughed all wae to TM. it all started wif e psycho test he asked mi to do.last 2 qns was about sexual desire.. den we linked to pregnant den linked to career. i asked him wad he want to b when he grows up. He ans he wan start his own career.-CHicken rice seller.. -.- .. den he asked mi join him. so i said fish n di can set up a fish stall, xiaobai super pei he n said they can sell yu pian mi fen.. and said general jenn and yitian sword can go our coffee shop outside de field chang da ji. wif bq. den i said JJ can sell liang cha.. xiao bai added in e ba zhang. i tink JJ can wear those white singlet , short and slippers , and a white towel over his neck! super xiang can.
des cheng can help xiaobai sell chicken rice. wif plain white tee, a pen behind his ear. a radio. and MA JI slot into his backpant pocket den sumtime can help bryan sell drink together wif kel.
jess can put on her hairband and tied up her hair. monitor e whole coffee shop . she looks like a guan jia po. er not i sae de ar tis line. :x
fish can tied her hair n pin up. oso not i sae de. :x
lisui b e accountant.
JX,, xiaobai said he can sell tofu.. ........

carisa can sell H20 and seaweed chicken since she likes dem so much. ...

aiya sum part i cnt sae out here la,, a bit offensive i tink. ask mi if u wan =)

ok i 4get wad i wan type le la.. he jus came in n so sarcastic can!!
i dun even bother to tell him i DUNHAVE sch tmr..
i dun even bother tell dem i went sis hse to stay cos wan study. they wun believe anywae. no pnt..

it's a long entry. bear wif mi..

i'm sry..

hope u all enjoy tmr. =]

POSTED ON: 12/06/2006 08:14:00 PM | 0 comments

at her lil cosy room. =))

POSTED ON: 12/06/2006 07:25:00 PM | 0 comments

a hm isn't like a hm.
i feel like runnin away.
ur TONE toward mi sucks completely..
it's jus a no big deal warning letter, u dun hav to TAKE it to heart.
and hello, it's e 1st time of tis sem.!! dun ask mi hw many times alr..

bck to my JAIL,, w/o being a lil pest in ur hse., i feel so lonely. ~~i wanted to cry~~ =((
i miss ytd. .. whr we sit opp each other and study on our own., tell jokes and gossiping away.
even those not at all funny things can make mi smile.. e nite passed hao kuai. =((( ..
joke of e joke ytd was when JH called.
He asked y i'm at eve hse. I told him bcos my hse was on fire. Darling told him cos my sis cooked maggi mee den go slp so got on fire. She actually copied tis line fm e 9pm. ((sum1 said she dunwan watch tv wan study,, hw cum noe e story so well huh.. ahem) i tink he believed, bcos aft tt and todae he msged mi n asked mi abt e hse condition. :x .. i wondered why he realli will believe when we were laughin away when we told him tt. Isn't tt obvious we r lying? hoohoo.

such a nice slp over her hse. =) thanks god u didn't kick mi off e bed..
overzzz n late for CARC.. luckily her dad zai us go sch., den she pei ed mi go CARC.
she seemed more gan jiong n attentive den i was. xp
(((~~sum1 said he will go wif mi, but in e end at hm slpin.. humphs!~~)))

FNDB lec was a waste of time la!! should hav go wif fish, di and jj to eat..
Sis came into tis lec for 1 hr , =))) . i so wish tt we can b in e same class or same course .. awww.. =(

Went library study aft tt.. i still tink DONAVAN GOH is fierce..
boohoo..

so unfair, he can slp i cnt!!
ok i shall not complain too much here, ltr i'll get scoldin fm him when he see tis..
:X :X

still hab APEL e 500 words to do. sian.
CMSK3 hw untouched.
tmr is .. again, a long n sian dae.

i realised i've been skipping lunch for tis 2 daes.!!
i used sweets to replace lunch... xp

nites!

POSTED ON: 12/05/2006 04:28:00 PM | 0 comments

wad's so bloody great about 850i the WHITE one ...
hw cum i'm so in love wif it. =( ...

e presentation for CMSK1 was damn .... it's a miracle if we can pass.
my class came to ''SUPPORT'' us.. :x ...

i love C146 lots.. haha!! =))

gg over to sis hse ltr to stay fer todae!! =DDDD
mum wasn't tt happy i tink.
~~who cares? i'm gg anyway~~ :x

wanted to go hm slp jusnw.. but they forced mi to stay.. if nt, they wun help mi SIGN ..
bloody CARC lec.... i feel slpy nw.

alot of thing to bring go her hse. -.- ..
books,, my hair treatment bottle,( my hair straightener??!!),, clothes,, (shampo n conditioner n towel??if i'm bathing :x),, charger.. and stuffs fer sch tmr. my bag will b damn heavy.. awww..

~~i dunno wad i'm tinkin.~~

POSTED ON: 12/04/2006 09:16:00 PM | 0 comments

e light in e room doesn't seem werk no matter hw mani times i on n off until dad came in n pressed !!.
weird... !!

i wanted 850i !! nw even jj n fish wanted tis. boohoo..
carisa, xiaobai n yt.. i might b e last to get!! =( =(

STUPID SINGTEL promotion!!!
i wish it's starhub!! arghx..

9pm show was nice. =)

POSTED ON: 12/04/2006 08:33:00 PM | 0 comments

term test is comin.. gotta find e mood to study..
e lec todae wasn't beri useful. esp cmaths.. didn't noe wad he tokin, bcos we r tokin :x ..
OOPG tut/lab was as usual, BORING. she like everydae PMS.. always niam ing n niam ing.
i didn't even wan step out of my hse to attend it.. but no choice!!

lunch w/o my candy todae =( .. stick ed wif sherman,bq,jj and kel they all. aft tt we went library.. bored w/o gers.

boohoo,,xiaobai made mi cry again. ok not really all his fault., e rest played sum part. but toward e end, he dragged mi go out talk and tt made e bloody whole thing worse!! n i jus walked down all e wae to e entrance .. again he got to RE hong mi..
i realised tt his hong ing skills, ability n talent is not up to standard. xp
we made peace aft tt.. lameshit !!

** i dunno wad d ans will b 2wks ltr. e problem is always there..
mayb by den,,it's still e same. : - cnt cum up wif d ans u wan.
i saved e unsend msg as draft, n deleted aft sum times.. =( **

POSTED ON: 12/03/2006 09:25:00 PM | 0 comments

those words of urs jus slapped mi across my face..
i'm v.hurt.

i dunno wad to sae.
i'm nt beatin arnd e bush. but u tink so. , always.

~~dun tok any sense to mi. it make no sense at tis point of time~~

~~enuff of cryin.. it makes e eyes UGLY.~~

POSTED ON: 12/03/2006 01:25:00 AM | 0 comments

i felt stupid at times.. ok nvm.

anywae it's good to hear tt u n him patched!!!
u gib mi a BIG headache!! :x ..
got to force myself real awake at 3amplus ytd and pei u till 5am..
tinkin wad to do abt him n ur GAYS assignment.. yawns.
** brain dead.. **

((ytd))
changed my dental app. to 18th bcos she nids mi.. to b wif her.
acc. her to tk pay at tt bloody SWISSotel.. den we went MS .. sit n tok.
e air con is still like as though it was free... i/we was COLD like hell.
She super mafan.. dunno wan go hm nt, stay whr, sat go whr, sun wan work not blah blah..
she made mi so stress till i cnt tink too..

bought her hm so tt i can out again.. xp

saw alot of TP rawkz ppl outside mac there.. she seemed excited n den asked mi y i'm nt there.. -.- , i dunno wad to ans.. so told her cos i'n nt there? lame, i noe..

we went to his hse.. and she used e com till 5.. (most of e time, starin at her hp. )
i pei ed her till 5.. **yawns**
den we went to slp..

she left on sat nite..

~~n e nitemare began..~~

~~u du even bother if i cried all e wae hm~~
~~THANKS~~ =(

goodnite!

POSTED ON: 12/01/2006 11:09:00 AM | 0 comments

=) i wish to stay out nxt wk for muggin...
cont wishin.. =(

=) nxt fri no SCH.. !!

tis tues werkin.. so sian!
i hope they'll last min cancel.

POSTED ON: 11/30/2006 08:21:00 PM | 0 comments

tmr 1130 or wad chn U got ghost show!! THE SISITER..

i went wif my darling 3 ys ago to watch!! rite? haha she was so scared at tt time.. xp
omg, time flies.

and we've all changed.

sum fm bad to worse?
sum fm ugly to pretty..
sum fm bad to better..
sum,, i dunno..

oh crap entry.
tis is hw crap i'm when my headache is worsing.

i seriously dunno wad i'm tryin to sae or type..

bear wif mi.., ppl .. =)

POSTED ON: 11/30/2006 07:30:00 PM | 0 comments

oh damn i got a headache..

i wan sum peace..

oh crap la, saw my nxt door neighbour, didn't noe she live nxt to mi until she asked mi whether i'm her nxt door neighbour.. i went errr .. den she asked mi whether i m e BIG one or e SMALL one.. wth!! not obvious meh!? , DO i look like SEC 2 kia while my sec 2 sis looks like a poly stud ?? .. should i cry or luff? lameshit.

i hab a hard time sms ing jusnw bcos tt childish itchy hand will close my flip fone!! There gone my halfwae typed mess.. tis cont for 4 times !! GRRR .. guess which one?! (always like to gib ppl nick.)

i rec a surprised SMS. fm her bf.. askin mi to tk cr of her..
sry i cnt help much.. i jus hope things will get better? army life is stressful, he hopes u understand.
but yet, guys DUN understand GIRLs situation!?! oh GUYS!! ( why cant we cry?! is it better to cry or cut?!! ):x

my lunch session was great!! ranting session!! ~~i managed to hold bck sum tears.~~
thanks fer listenin to my nonsense.. and gibin mi sum advices,
yups, term test, i got to spend those time studyin n not tinkin abt those YOU DE MEI DE..

but i still feel terrible n upset .. to e extend tt i wan ''zhi shen zhi mie'' . ( hope i han yu out e rite one!)

my headache is increasiing..slpin early tonite.. =)

make sure i go for 9am jap tut .. i skipped twice alr =D ... :x
hope i wun overzzz. xp

HAPPY FEET..

i wan watch 9:56 at VIVO. =(

~~lastly, i dun like e words old,short, wadever and shutup.~~

superstar now! omg, my sis actually commented M1 shuai.. !! i tink she got super bad bad taste!!!! even e judges said he shuai !! i tink they mus touch yi xia their liang xin and then, repeat..

we were gibin rating abt sum ppl looks n char last few daes ..
oh , it's unfair, cos we tend to add frenship mark inside .. xp

**I dont need your sacarstism.. You can purely keep it to yourself **

i cnt handle those shit.. it's too much..
whr've all e listenin ears hide to?

nites.!!

POSTED ON: 11/30/2006 11:09:00 AM | 0 comments

for e rest of nw till ltr. i dun tink i will feel better.
blame on my itchy hands to click on .. .... ... ... .. ... ... when i'm supposed to do FNDB lab qns , nw i'm super lost in space.. those qns seems alien to mi.
oh well..
those entries suck!

term test cumin..!!
wth..

so much work, so lil time..

mittin my darling for lunch ltr..!! =))

~~wa yao du shu..~~

~~i jus wan to cry~~

POSTED ON: 11/29/2006 10:39:00 PM | 0 comments

argh!!!!!!!
i jus wan to stay out tonite...

i dunno wad to do.

~~i sank into depression.~~

~~i miss my evelyn =(~~

~~sum1, go beach wif mi? =(~~

POSTED ON: 11/29/2006 08:33:00 PM | 0 comments

~~aft sum tots, i did sum reflection..~~

a few random tots... i feel like skip sch for a wk and go werk!!
i wan buy w850i.. clothes and stuffs. !!

i wan go to the beach!!, at nite.
yi ge ren jia ri fa da zhao bu dao ren pei wo kan hai.

i wan watch 9:56 ( e ghost movie) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
doubt i can find ppl go. =(

went kfc wif di,fish n sherman... ''gossip ing'' here n there..
den i went ah ma hse.. wanted to study CMSK1.. but i ended up slpin..
tmr dun feel like gg CMSK1.. i wan go IT fair wif fish they all!!
i nid to buy a earpiece.. boohoo.

happened to spot dao K_ONE album out for d/l ing le!! =D

tatax!

POSTED ON: 11/27/2006 07:03:00 PM | 0 comments

i saw ur entry..
which left me in sum deep tots ..for some moment...=(
this has nv occured mi, .. is there a ''fault'' ?

i dunlike e topic of religion.. =( .. it's make my head bigger..

dun realli try ''surprise call'' mi at 3am... i'll bite! =D

~~i suddenly feel so emo.., again. sm1 tok 2 mi pls?~~

yay, tmr can wake up a lil late!!

POSTED ON: 11/26/2006 07:55:00 PM | 0 comments

ytd we went Sentosa ,e palawan beach. .. yups, finally !! =D
he pop ed out below my blk,, which i cnt figure hw he did tt till nw..
he hab onli less den 1/2 hr to do tt fm his hse to mine .!
he refused to reveal anything. =(
we went to coffee shop for breakfast, e aunty attitude sucks like straws.
i tink it's one of her PMS ing daes..

played wif e water, n sands..
i was a lil sun burnt... Ouchs,, pain!
sads,, no pretty or yandao..!! he seems more sad den mi.. humphs!!..

stomach was upset iing jus nw.. plus cramp.. super pain la.. =(

perhaps also due to e superdog at Vivo meal i had ytd.. but it's nice!! though quiet x..
e burger itself costed $5.80. additional $3 for drink n fries.
aft fin. e meal,, i got stomachache le.. =(
went to cell aft tt. den went 201 for dinner, he bought Stepup and 2 games .
RATs!!! 3 rats at e near top ceiling of e kopitiam !!!!!
one of e rats de tail is longer den my both hands !! n e body is like equal to my both hands..
OMG!!!!!! my legs immd went numb at tt pnt of time...
aft eatin, went bck his hse watched step up.

fri- went kel hse , supposedly should do DCNK.. but e rest,, -p-l-a-y- ing.
i did mine!! almost fin ing..
went to e living room n saw la pi xiao xin!!
called kel to play for mi..
i watched 1 disc,, den zzz on e sofa. tired.

his hse living room de left wall, got e buddha thingy.. den rite wall is somesort of a poster of jesus thingy.. n den he is a free thinkin.. -.- ..

JX kept hurrin us to get out of e hse (they gg sakae buffet) ..
i didn't wan go,, plan to go find jo n ps.. but i dunno e location..
in e end still, was dragged by dem to sakae ..
phew!! there wasn't any buffet at CS de.. xp..
so they got to re decide again wad to eat.. long john,, jack place,, kopitiam..
in e end,, we chose Pizza Hut..
i watched dem eat.. but also koped a tiny portion fm dem.. xp

ok gtg. nites.. =) ..
hope my stomach will behave well. ,so tt i can go to sch tmr!

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